harolddiaz87

So to keep you guys updated....

1- I'm slowly getting everything back of what I lost, keeping it at a minimum so I can have a lot of free space in my crappy laptop.

2- I had a job interview to assist a teacher 2 weeks ago. Still waiting a call to see if I get the job... I hope I do, I'm already making plans on what to buy and I haven't got the job yet xD I need glasses ; ~; I'm getting blind as time passes.

3- Still single lulz.

4- I'm getting better and better at my skills. Cravin' for more knowledge ;D... tips & tricks are more than welcome.

5- Going to start on a new college on next semester I hope I stay there and have great grades by the end of the year, I really need it :/

6- Some shit happen lately... can't talk about it.

I think that covers my life update for now...


deviantART & their lately useless crap....

So for you who doesn't give a shit for some few things that have change in here... I do care. It affects me as an artist... Sure I don't pay for a subs because I don't have the money but hey, I like to enjoy the free tools that are given to me to share my talent with other users. The problem is and if you haven't notice is that devART has decided to adjust out deviations Size for us and took of the option menu... why? you may ask, its because they want all users to enjoy our work by equal and they adjust our deviations depending on the size of the users browser and screen resolution. Why the hell I want that?? my shit doesn't haves King Midas touch but is pretty nice to the eyes so far, why don't apply the the statement "If isn't broken, Don't fix it"... I feel like punching someone for this but I can't. I just hope DA Admins give us an option to choose to have the auto-resizing option on  or not ... or some similar crap, BUT GIVE US OUR OPTIONS BACK!!

I know is a rant but fuck you if you don't like it... why bother reading the whole fucking stuff if you disagree.

on Monday morning my father enters my room saying he found on his brother's room a copy of Windows 7 Ultimate. He told me to make a backup of his laptop and mine to try it. I did so, my computer took over 5 fucking hours to do the whole backup ... after I installed W7, all looked nice and smooth but I notice that it was missing some internet and sound drivers. When I insert the disk that holds all the necessary driver components of my laptop I discover that the sound driver isn't compatible with my laptop and to be worst the internet driver didn't want to be installed. That pissed me off, but I began to use my dad's laptop... when I tried to re-install Windows XP to my laptop it went gay on me and didn't want to format the disk at 100% and got stock on 80% every time I tried to format the damn disk.. I reached my second level of anger. 2 days have passed since the last incident... last night when I finally discovered a way to install XP on my laptop, going through the archive I putted my back-up, I saw some old stuff I wanted to get rid off. When I press "Delete" I didn't notice I had selected my back-up file as well and got deleted as the other files. My final level of anger arrived and I wanted to destroy my mother fucking brain for the shit I did, I had to take a brake because I wanted to kill someone... Here is a list of some of the stuff that I lost:

1- +20Gb of Music
2- +500 Photoshop Brushes.
3- +700 Fonts.
5- Over $1000 worth of Ps brushes, templates & fonts.
6- +2500 Pictures.
7- My Photoshop Cs3 copy.
8- My motherfucking Photoshop Files (this really hit me hard).

Guys you don't have an idea how I feel right now.. I feel naked to tell you the truth. Now I have to slowly get everything I had and make it happen as fast as I can. I can't live without my music and my graphic designs ; 3;...

~Harold

Stolen from


LASTS
1. Last beverage→ Orange Fanta mc'Donalds
2. Last phone call→ My mom
3. Last instant message→ With my great friend Nancy
4. Last cd played→ CDs? All my shit is downloaded.
5. Last time you cried→ Yesterday, came to  mind a hurtful memory.
6. Last text message→ From Nancy xP

SIX HAVE YOU EVER
7. Dated someone twice→ Nope.
8. Been cheated on? → nope.
9. Kissed someone & regretted it? → Nope.
10. Lost someone special? → Yes.
11. Been depressed→ Yes.
12. Been drunk and threw up?→ I never throw up when I'm drunk.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS
13. Black
14. Red
15. White

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU
16. Made a new friend → yes.
17. Fallen out of love → ...
18. Laughed until you cried → Yes.
19. Met someone who changed your life → Yes.
20. Found out who your true friends were → Yes.
21. Have you kissed anyone on your friend's list → Yes.

RANDOMS
22. Is there something you want to tell someone? → Kinda.
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?→ 5 or more
24. How many kids do you want to have?→ 2
25. Do you have any pets? → I had a puppy name brownie. ; 3;
26. Do you want to change your name? → No.
27. What did you do for your last birthday→ I did shit. >.>
28. What time did you wake up today? → 9am to leave a a paintball gun in the repair shop and then to my friends athletic competition.
29. What were you doing at midnight last night?→ hanging out.
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for? → Find love ....
31. Last time you saw your father? → half an hour ago.
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?→ To be more organized.
33. What are you listening to right now?→ Under the Knife by Rise Against.
34. Have you ever talked to Tom? → Nope.
35. Who's getting on your nerves right now → Myself.
36. Most visited webpage? → Split between Gaiaonline and Deviantart and Facebook.

ABOUT YOU
37. Whats your real name→ Harold J. Diaz Ramos.
38. Nicknames (other names) → Mr.H, Harry, Potter.
39. Male or female→ Female.
40. Middle School→ Too long to write
41. Highschool → Rio Piedras High
42. Hair colour → Black
43. Long or short → Short.
44. Straight or curly→ Curly when is long.
45. Are you a health freak? → Nope.
46. Height → 5'9ish.
47. Do you have a crush on someone → Yes O///O.
48. Piercings → None Yet.
49. Tattoos → None Yet.
50. Righty or lefty → Righty.

FIRSTS
51. First surgery → Nione
52. First piercing → None.
53. First best friend → Edgar in Elementary School.
54. First award → None lool.
55. First sport you joined → None.
56. First pet → Forgot XD
57. First crush → This girl name Yamaira between 4th & 5th grade, she was my "GF" in 4th grade then she move out to the US again. Havent seen her since lol

CURRENTLY
58. Eating → Ate a Quarter Pounder at McDonald's.
59. Drinking → Water.
61. Listening to → Dead & Gone by T.I. Ft. Justin Timberlake.
62. Waiting for → something to happen.
63. Want kids? → Someday in the future. Not now.
64. Want to get married → 17th Century style bitches!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
65. Lips or eyes → Lips. BOTH
66. Hugs or kisses → Kisses.
67. Shorter or taller → smaller.
68. Romantic or spontaneous → BOTH.
69. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach.
70. Sensitive or loud → both.
71. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
72. Trouble maker or hesitant → both

HAVE YOU EVER
73. Kissed a stranger → No.
74. LALALALALALALALA → Your mom >.>
75. Lost glasses/contacts → Glasses once.
76. Ran away from home → Nope.
77. Broken someone's heart → I believe I have.
78. Been arrested → Havent
79. Turned someone down → Yes.
80. Cried when someone died → Of course.
81. Liked a guy/girl friend → Yes... it kinda sucks
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
82. Yourself → Of course.
83. Miracles → Coincidences?
84. Love at first sight → Sort of.
85. Heaven → yes
87. Kissing on the first date→ I don't mind xP
88. Angels→ Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
89. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes.
90. Have you ever had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → Nope , Im a man of 1 woman only.
91. Do you believe in God? → Yes.
92. Posting this as 100 Truths? → it only has 92 >.>

So I have this task for myself and I need your help...

The main goal is to improve myself as an artist, bring the best of me and finally have what is required to put some money in my pockets as as soon as I can.

If you are willing to help me I need you to swamp me with tips & tricks, ideas, tutorials... whateeeeeeeever you can see I can make it happen to improve 10 thousand times from where I am right now. Like a said I need to put money in my pockets, Im tired of filling job applications and not getting any answer. I want to have an income coming from my own talent, I know I can do it but I need help. In return I will do or make anything you want from me to do.

H'GFX,
Harold J. Diaz

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend

[x] You have your own room.

[x] You own a cell phone.

[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.

[x] Your parents are still married.

[x] You have more than 2 best friends.

[x] There is a swimming pool in your backyard

T 0 T A L: 6


[x] You dress how you want to.

[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room.

[ ] You have never been beaten up.

[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.

[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.

[x] Your room is big enough for you.

[x] People don't use you for something you have.

[x] You have been to a concert.

T 0 T A L: 12


[x] You have over 50 friends on myspace.

[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.

[ ] You get allowance.

[ ] You collect something normal.

[x] You look forward to going to school.

[x] You don't wish you were someone else.

[ ] You play a sport.

[ ] You do something after school.

T 0 T A L: 16


[ ] You own a car.

[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.

[ ] You are happy with your appearance.

[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.

[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.

[x] You have friends.


T 0 T A L: 18


[x] You know what is going on in the world.

[x] You care about so many people.

[x] You are happy with your life.

[x] You know more than one language.

[x] You own a pet.

[x] You know the words to 5 songs

[x] You don't have any enemies

[x] You are a generally nice person.

T O T A L: 26

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is ?% Happy"